Bismillah. It is almost the end of 2018, now the clock shows 9.50pm. I just arrived home minutes ago, drenched in the rain.

Let me narrate  how’s my day on the 31st December 2018.

My day started at 9 am, went to the school for class teachers’ meeting and ended about an hour later. Then, up to the office for copying documents and i was thinking what should i do next when actually i readily know and realise there are a bunch of workload i should be doing. I have to ensure my class is all prepared for PdP on Wednesday, first day of school. I was moving so slowly because i was still dreading over becoming class teacher for year 5 hahaha. Okay, not funny. I should be grateful actually, my bad.

I went to m3 mall with a list to buy i wrote days before, and it was practically deserted. Not many people roaming around. I saw a takoyaki stall bear the entrance and if before this, I’ve never looked twice, this time being so lonely I thought alright, i’ll try and chose octopus filling. Rm4.90 for 3 which is just nice. This is only my second time eating that thing though and yeah, i think i’ll buy again.

Then, i looked for Old Town White Coffee because when i google there’s one here but none actually. Maybe, it has closed business. Okay, i went straight to The DIY shop and bought all the things on the list. It’s getting quite tiring and feeling drowsy after riding in the rain twice today.

That done, i went to school again and to my class to sort out few things and by 2pm, I went for Zuhr prayer and my stomach was hurting and decided to go for lunch at uia. I went downstairs and realised my class hasnt enough desks yet. Huwaaa. and i must go and search for them, another nine desks. I went few classes up and down lifting the desks to second floor where the class is. Exhausted i was and still i have to clean each desks to ensure they are not too dirty for school. Huh, and i finished about 3.30 pm and aint waste no time, went straight to Tastebud and had nasi goreng pattaya :D
Alhamdulillah.

Then, i went to surau for magrib prayer and was nervous 2019 is coming very soon hehe. i decided to recite the whole of surah al baqarah before magrib. unfortunately, tak sempat and i continue the next day.

that's all on the last day of 2018. Will write again on the year summary later. Thank you and assalamualaikum :D

Bismillah, assalamualaikum. Its almost the end of year 2018. I feel like listing the few  goals fulfilled during the year but let’s save that for another post. This one gonna be on savings 🤑





I bought this on pre order basis and since it was posted during the holidays, i just collected the parcel yesterday. In no time i finished this light reading book and looking forward to reread for a better understanding #prayforme 😂
Okeh, lets skip the intro and allow me to only focus on the three savings tip the author suggested. 

1. Tabung Ekstrim 
- i am too lazy to elaborate on this, please find a copy for yourself hehe

2. Tabung RM780; which i am planning to do this coming year and the photo above clearly showed my enthusiasm 💸😆

3. Tabung 52 minggu = rm1378/year ; which i did this year. Unfortunately for me, only survived until the eleventh week. Reason being, im always short on cash and rarely have a bundle of cash in hand #nakcakaptakdeduitsebenarnya 😂 thus its kinda hard for me to be consistent 😌 i should try harder

And last one which i did in 2017 and managed to collect about rm500 ; saving the green notes. Yup, the rm5 notes i made it a habit to keep it aside. And guess what, when i was still studying, i aimed to save green notes to buy an oven for baking and i succeed 🥰 alhamdulillah. The power of planning and having a clear vision. My big why at that time was to buy an oven to bake cakes. And, when i went to the cashier to pay, ayah was surprised to see all the green notes hahaha

To end, i chose this saving plan as it is affordable to me and i hope to make it by the end of the year InshaAllah. I am yet to think the collected money will be used for what reason, soon to come. 

I believe we all have our own saving style, and nothing is wrong as long as we’re comfortable with that. There’s no right or wrong here. 

For your info, i only used worn Tupperware box and wrap with the gift wrapper and tadaa, ready to be used! DIY at home at no cost. 

Till then, wassalam. 

but first, the manpowers :D

us with the awesome participants

four activities

now no more secrets to you hihi

yup, three pictures i fell in love at first sight, books, freshly baked breads and some kind of western food :D

Alhamdulillah. Setelah dua minggu mom di KL jaga pulong pantanghari ni bertolak balik kampung 🥰

Semoga semuanya selamat sampai. Walaupun sedih jugak tak dapat balik kampung cuti sekolah yang panjang ni, takpe la nak buat macam mana. Lagipun, kat sini pun mom ada selama dua minggu ni. 

Masa mula mak sampai, bawak mok pergi Giant Kota Damansara beli barang sikit dan nak makan. Tapi, sebab situ takde food court dan nak kejar waktu melawat 12.30-2 petang, tak dan nak makan. Dah siap beli barang, naik Grab ke Hospital Sungai Buloh. Alhamdulillah pulong discharged hari tu. Syukur sangat sebab pulong tak berhenti mesej dan call bagitau baby menangis. Wad pulak tak boleh ada peneman. Alhamdulillah. Jadi, sementara urusan keluar selesai, bawak mok pergi makan di Enzo Cafe. Sedap dan selesa situ sampai teringat-ingat kiki 😋

Lepas balik ke apartment pulong, maka bertapalah kami di situ selama dua minggu hahaha. Alhamdulillah teknologi dah maju, boleh keluar naik Grab @ order food delivery. Ada sehari tu bawak Chik dan adik makan KFC di Giant KD sambil beli barang ☺️ 

Lepas tu, order makanan-makanan yang sedap nak makan sekali dengan mok dan adik-adik kiki. Order Nutella Cheese Tart, Brownies Salted Caramel dan Pizza Hut. Tu semua hari lain-lain. Lepas tu, request mak buat pengat pisang. ‘Maka nikmat manakah lagi yang kamu dustakan?’ (Surah ar Rahman) 

Mok pulak bila tanya nak makan tu ke dop, jawapan mok tokse jah sokmo 😴 Takpe, kita beli je. Mok biasanya kata gitu sebab tak nak susahkan anak-anak. 

Masa hujung minggu nak bawak mok jenjalan di The Curve, tapi risau nak bawak takut mok tak larat sakit kaki. Jadi, ganti dengan food delivery je la. 

On the way balik kampung, mok mari singgah rumah sewa kat Gombak ni kejap. Pertama kali mok mari alhamdulillah boleh jugak mok tengok tempat anaknya tinggal nak masuk tahun ketiga dah ni. 

Perancangan awal memang nak balik sekali, tapi disebabkan pulong ada appointment dengan doktor, jadi berpantang dulu sini kejap dan kakdik pun tak dan nak balik. Lusa ada seminar di Melaka tiga hari, lepas tu kursus cikgu English dua hari di sekolah dan terus sambung dengan Retreat Guru di Subang Bestari tiga hari. Minggu seterusnya pun mula la cikgu masuk sekolah. Hehe

In whatever you do, give your best 😘

‘Ala kulli hal, syukur kepada Allah. 

yummy, this time finally i chose the scrumptious one

this is all i need

pengat pisang, kuah tak pekat sebab gula melaka takde

nutella cheese tart. Sedap sangat sampai teringat2

this one fail. order lain bagi lain. please bakers, dont necessarily add something customers dont request. huh

last, with the special one :D

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah after nerve wracking moment she made me an aunt. Thank  you dear niece 😘

She is so tiny, 2.06 kg 😱 

Alhamdulillah she’s doing fine and in the pink of health. 

And... mokdik gave her the very first present   🎁 

Cant wait to see her in this. Met her first time on her third day on the earth alhamdulillah. By the way, she was born on November 27th. 

Right now mokdik is busy babysitting her hahha


بَارَكَ الله لَكَ فِي المَوهُوبة لك , وَشَكَرْتَ الوَاهِبَ , وَبَلَغَ أَشُدَّها , وَرُزِقْتَ بِرَّها

Semoga Allah memberkati anak yang dianugerahkan kepadamu, semoga kamu bisa mensyukuri Sang Pemberi (Allah), semoga cepat besar dan dewasa, dan engkau mendapatkan baktinya si anak.

اللهم فقهها في الدين وعلمها التأويل واهدها إلى صراط المستقيم

Ya ALLAH, Faqihkan lah dia di dalam urusan agama, ajarkanlah dia takwilan2, dan berilah hidayah kepadanya ke Jalan yang Lurus.
Amiin.

Bismillah. Sempena Maulidurrasul ni, saya kongsikan tips di bawah. 

1. Surah ni ada 96 ayat
2. Bahagikan kepada 4 bahagian
3. Baca 2 bahagian dalam setiap solat Magrib & Isyak
4. Jadi, lengkap 4 bahagian 

Cara baca: 
Rakaat pertama Magrib: Ayat 1-23 
Rakaat kedua Magrib: 24-50

Rakaat pertama Isyak: 51-74
Rakaat kedua Isyak: 75-96

Contoh kalau malas @ tak sempat baca panjang-panjang masa solat, boleh baca sebelum tidur, sekali dengan surah al Mulk. 

Ayat-ayat al Waqi’ah ni pendek-pendek, jadi walaupun bunyi 96 ayat tapi sebenarnya sekejap saja baca 😇

Dan.. apakah mesej tersirat dari tips ni? 
Kena hafal surah ni, kalau dah hafal alhamdulillah kalau belum boleh la mula hafal.

Menghafal sewaktu muda ibarat menulis di atas batu, menghafal sewaktu tua ibarat menulis di atas pasir. Yang penting never give up.

Selamat beramal ❤️

#anispauzi

Miserable. Gloomy. Low spirited. Dejected.

What i felt these days. Dislike my current position, where i’m staying with no progress, no added knowledge. 

I feel like in honeymoon this two years. I badly wanted to do something to improve, additional value for myself. 

When i see them in convocation just last week, i pitied myself for just laying down and not doing anything fruitful. I planned and Allah give me better planning I trust Him.

Earlier on, i surveyed for Arabic short course to improve my Arabic because some day i intend to pursue shariah postgraduate diploma for my islamic banking background. I kinda delayed it after i found one short course in Celpad but i dont go for it fast enough. Then, when i received the PhD offer letter, after careful consideration istikharah istisyarah, i decided to defer it first and pay rm50 penalty which i don’t pay yet. Actually, 98% in me wanted to just start the semester in last September but the remaining 2% comes from mom and my lecturer. Recently, found out a specific course LLM Islamic Banking & Finnace, a postgrad degree @ master. The course is for three semesters totalling around rm18K with rm5K each semester. This course really excites me since ive long searching for such course. For now, i dont have enough money unfortunately. Now, comes the thinking to quit my teaching. I’ve been there for two years and i dont feel the job is for me. It just dont sastisy me being there, very stagnant with unending work loads. Work load is fine, only that i feel i’m not progressing anywhere. Just repeating similar routines, quarrel & laughter everyday. I want to do something else. Sign up for a professional cert, advance studies in shariah & complete the highest degree in education level. When i go to school, i feel very little and bringing benefits to no one. Im also sick of people looking down and cannot stop asking when im changing the job. I could only smile. Thanks anyway 🙂

Such a jealous person, i envy my housemates for their struggles in Masters study. Juggling between classes and job. I completed mine two years back, still i envy them and i had the feeling i’m useless most of the time i saw them burning the midnight oil to study 😔 I want to get engaged in piles of books and reading materials; miss the moments. 

This doesnt include the fact many of my friends circle are married. I used to have frequent chats and small talks with them who are wives now and it looks like i lost many friends through marriage. Sad truth. Maybe i should get married first and then i could join them or maybe we’ll go our separate ways. I understood a wife has loads of house chores to do, friendship may become something far away. Especially, a wife has a husband to pour all the stories and chit chats and everything under the sun. Maybe, i’ll be there someday too and i’ll understand much better 🙂 

Ya Allah show me the way, i’m such a weak khalifah i need Your help. 
Astaghfirullahalazim. 

semangat betul wording kat bawah tu ☺️

Assalamualaikum. Hai there 🌸

It’s been the second week in October. Just a quick update tonight. The clock shows 1.34 am now and ive just done with laundry. What a back pain it is, since I hand washed the clothes.

Alright, tonight i went for Usrah Sukan at Sinamax Sri Gombak and it was my first time joining them. We went for Usrah Sukan regularly but when it comes to usrah sukan, i was somewhat absent 😂 Sports is not really my thing, anyway being a first  timer is always something to remember kiki. We played for two hours (badminton) and it was worth it 🤩

**okay i want to put the group photo here but it cant upload using phone. I’ll figure out later.

alhamdulillah :D

By the way, I’m doing fine alhamdulillah. Final exam has started this week and I should get prepared for marking very soon and for the bundled events at the end of the year.

Emm i think that’s all. Not much to update.

Oh, just to pen here, i went to a school trip to two places end of September and i really want to share it here just like past year. The thing is this upload thing is not working so i should fix it first.

Nope, im not sighing or complaining. The reason behind this malfunctioning is I changed to a new phone recently and i’m still you know, getting hang of it hahaha. Alhamdulillah.

If you ask about my reading, just visit hatihatisite.wordpress.com and i’m currently  enjoying The Martian novel by Andy Weir. A space mission and the hero stranded on Mars 😱

Last but not least, always remember to love yourself and the only people loving you unconditionally is your parents ❤️

the world was hers for the reading

Bismillah.


Minggu lepas, handsock yang anis order dengan kawan-kawan baru sampai. Eksaited nak pakai sebab lama dah tak beli handsock baru. Kain jenis moss crepe, harga rm7 dari Hijab Galleria.


Bila sampai, terus buka bungkusan dan pakai. Eh, apesal rasa ketat semacam ni? Rupanya ada getah kat hujung lengan tu. Okei, takpelah bukak dulu. Nanti balik rumah pakai balik. Tengok-tengok memang ketat sungguh dan tak boleh pakai pun. Adoi. Yang kawan-kawan beli sekali pun tak boleh pakai. Hmmm.

~~~

Hari Sabtu ada tusyen macam biasa untuk upsr, kelas terakhir sebab minggu depan dah periksa. Lepas habis kelas, maknya Iman bagi hadiah dalam paper bag Rina Salleh Clothing.


Allah.. terkejut tengok. Dah selalu dok skrol-skrol tengok dress RSC sebab cantik dan ekslusif cuma belum mampu lagi nak beli sendiri.

Balik rumah, bukak kotak tengok ada printed blouse RSC dan sepasang handsock RSC. Handsock pulak warna greyish, sama dengan handsock yang tak boleh pakai tu 😢

Allahu. Maka nikmat Allah yang manakah kamu dustakan? Allah memberi rezeki dalam keadaan yang tak disangka-sangka. Allahuakbar. Kitalah yang selalu leka dan alpa huhu.


Blouse tu pulak memang cantik dan selesa. Lama dah dok tengok di website rsc, rupanya Allah rezekikan dapat baju tu. 

Allah bukan setakat ganti handsock tu, tapi Allah tambah lagi. Dapat blouse cantik tu ;'(

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah.

Benarlah, hikmah tu ada di mana-mana. Tinggal kita sahaja yang sedar atau tidak.

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa hambaMu ini yang selalu bersangka-sangka. Bantulah aku untuk sentiasa bersangka baik dengan setiap perancanganMu ya Allah. Sesungguhnya aku hambaMu yang lemah.

Bismillah. 

Azam tahun baru 1440 H ni ada satu je, buat masa ni iaitu nak habiskan hafalan Surah al Baqarah. 

Mula hafal lama dah, malu nak sebut 😅

Hafal, tinggal hafal tinggal. Jadinya dulu terakhir sempat hafal dan ingat sampai muka surat terawal juzuk 2. 

Sekarang ni, target nak habiskan hafalan by Disember 2018. Maksudnya ada dalam 3 bulan lebih lagi. Sekarang baru muka surat 22. Ada dalam 20 muka surat lebih lagi nak kena hafal, dan nak kena murajaah balik juzuk 1. 

Semoga Allah bantu dan permudahkan hambaNya yang dhaif ni.

yeah i will :)

I told you i met Dr Al and this is what she told me in one hour. 

i believed this all my heart

this is scary :0

exactly what i was told all these while

Allahu.