Tips Konsisten Baca al Waqi’ah setiap malam

Tuesday, November 20, 2018


Bismillah. Sempena Maulidurrasul ni, saya kongsikan tips di bawah. 

 1. Surah ni ada 96 ayat
2. Bahagikan kepada 4 bahagian
3. Baca 2 bahagian dalam setiap solat Magrib & Isyak
4. Jadi, lengkap 4 bahagian 

 Cara baca: 
Rakaat pertama Magrib: Ayat 1-23 
Rakaat kedua Magrib: 24-50

 Rakaat pertama Isyak: 51-74
Rakaat kedua Isyak: 75-96

 Contoh kalau malas @ tak sempat baca panjang-panjang masa solat, boleh baca sebelum tidur, sekali dengan surah al Mulk. 

 Ayat-ayat al Waqi’ah ni pendek-pendek, jadi walaupun bunyi 96 ayat tapi sebenarnya sekejap saja baca 😇

 Dan.. apakah mesej tersirat dari tips ni? 
Kena hafal surah ni, kalau dah hafal alhamdulillah kalau belum boleh la mula hafal.

 Menghafal sewaktu muda ibarat menulis di atas batu, menghafal sewaktu tua ibarat menulis di atas pasir. Yang penting never give up.

 Selamat beramal ❤️

 #anispauzi
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Gratitude

Tuesday, November 20, 2018





I remember the days i prayed for what i have now 😢

Back in lower primary i pray to get straight As in PMR and secure a place in a girls boarding school.

Allah answered my prayer.

Before enrolling to a boarding school, i prayed hardly to have a good friend circle who’ll bring me closer to Him and be a good person.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed hard to pass with flying colours during my foundation and ensure me to grad within a year.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to get close with those sisters with long jilbab and huffaz.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to be with good friends.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to get Dean’s List in almost every semester.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to be able to tasmi’ my hafazan in front of a teacher. 

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to grad with my friends and not later.

Allah answered my prayer.

I prayed to finish my Masters within one and a half year.

Allah answered my prayer.

There are bundle of things i prayed for and Allah answered them all. Alhamdulillah ‘ala kulli hal. 

So, which of the Lord’s favour do you deny? 
(Surah ar Rahman) 

And for all the things that are yet to realise, trust Allah. What He planned is beyond our thoughts. And, He always decides for the best. Always. 

Salam Maulidurrasul ❤️

Allahumma solli ‘ala Muhammad. 
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Mid life dilemma

Mid life dilemma

Wednesday, November 14, 2018


Miserable. Gloomy. Low spirited. Dejected.

What i felt these days. Dislike my current position, where i’m staying with no progress, no added knowledge. 

 I feel like in honeymoon this two years. I badly wanted to do something to improve, additional value for myself. 

 When i see them in convocation just last week, i pitied myself for just laying down and not doing anything fruitful. I planned and Allah give me better planning I trust Him.

 Earlier on, i surveyed for Arabic short course to improve my Arabic because some day i intend to pursue shariah postgraduate diploma for my islamic banking background. I kinda delayed it after i found one short course in Celpad but i dont go for it fast enough. Then, when i received the PhD offer letter, after careful consideration istikharah istisyarah, i decided to defer it first and pay rm50 penalty which i don’t pay yet. Actually, 98% in me wanted to just start the semester in last September but the remaining 2% comes from mom and my lecturer. Recently, found out a specific course LLM Islamic Banking & Finnace, a postgrad degree @ master. The course is for three semesters totalling around rm18K with rm5K each semester. This course really excites me since ive long searching for such course. For now, i dont have enough money unfortunately. Now, comes the thinking to quit my teaching. I’ve been there for two years and i dont feel the job is for me. It just dont sastisy me being there, very stagnant with unending work loads. Work load is fine, only that i feel i’m not progressing anywhere. Just repeating similar routines, quarrel & laughter everyday. I want to do something else. Sign up for a professional cert, advance studies in shariah & complete the highest degree in education level. When i go to school, i feel very little and bringing benefits to no one. Im also sick of people looking down and cannot stop asking when im changing the job. I could only smile. Thanks anyway 🙂

 Such a jealous person, i envy my housemates for their struggles in Masters study. Juggling between classes and job. I completed mine two years back, still i envy them and i had the feeling i’m useless most of the time i saw them burning the midnight oil to study 😔 I want to get engaged in piles of books and reading materials; miss the moments. 

 This doesnt include the fact many of my friends circle are married. I used to have frequent chats and small talks with them who are wives now and it looks like i lost many friends through marriage. Sad truth. Maybe i should get married first and then i could join them or maybe we’ll go our separate ways. I understood a wife has loads of house chores to do, friendship may become something far away. Especially, a wife has a husband to pour all the stories and chit chats and everything under the sun. Maybe, i’ll be there someday too and i’ll understand much better 🙂 

 Ya Allah show me the way, i’m such a weak khalifah i need Your help. 
Astaghfirullahalazim. 
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