Tabung buluh

Sunday, April 15, 2018

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Memandu berseorangan dalam perjalanan balik dari Jabi ke Kota Bharu malam tadi, tanpa dipinta beberapa titik air jernih membasahi pipi.

Entah mengapa, apa yang saya lalui bersama orang kampung di Kerandang pada malam semalam terasa menusuk hati saat kita bersendirian begini.

Malam semalam saya sambil bergurau saja dengan orang kampung membelah tabung buloh dan dikeluarkan dari tabung-tabung yang dibawa oleh ahli-ahli Pas cawangan setalam duit syiling. Tabung yang dinamakan tabung samah. Orang kampung simpan samah seriyal sehari sebagai saham kepada perjuangan.

Tambahan pula ini bukan kali pertama saya hadir dalam program pecah tabung. Dah kerap sebenarnya. Tapi entah sebab apa, hari ni hati kecil saya tersentuh sayu.

Mungkin lantaran apa yang sedang dilalui oleh parti akhir-akhir ini meninggalkan  kesan yang mendalam dalam jiwa saya. Betapa disaat ramai yang cuba mengkhianati perjuangan  ini, nun jauh di hujung kampung sana orang-orang  bawahan yang tidak mempunyai sebarang  kepentingan  tetapi mereka menyayangi perjuangan  ini dengan  sepenuh hati tanpa sebarang keraguan. Walau dengan duit syiling  yang disimpan samah sehari, mereka ingin turut menyumbang. Mereka hanya ingin melihat Islam berdaulat dan syariat Allah ditegakkan. Itu sahaja.

Beginilah orang kampung simpan samah seriyal sehari untuk perjuangan. 3 bulan  sekali buka tabung ramai-ramai. Pakat susun pitih skeleng.

Demi Allah! Duit siling yang disimpan samah sehari dalam tabung oleh ahli PAS di cawangan untuk biaya perjuangan lebih bernilai dari 90 juta atau 900 juta duit dari Umno!

Saya lebih rela berada di sini membilang kepingan siling dari ditipu dengan janji kemewahan dari Umno!

Dr Azman Ibrahim

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Jem hanya sehari, kesannya selama LIMA TAHUN. 
Baliklah mengundi, dan undilah parti yang membawa nama Islam, PAS. 


14th General Election

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Assalamualaikum everyone 🤗




Alhamdulillah, the GE date has been announced.
Wednesday. 9th May. 😌

Okay, let's be honest. We all expected it to fall either on 5th or 6th May, the ideal weekend. But, when the date was confirmed, the public was left in panic. Okay, it is not during weekend but WHY IN THE MIDDLE OF WEEKDAYS? 💃

Employers are scratching head to think of the holidays. Luckily enough, the govt announced a public hol on the 9th. Still, ppl will take extra holiday especially for those travelling. Like me. 😊

TG Hj Abdul Hadi said, even if it is at 3 a.m, we'll still go to vote 🤗

So, your vote goes to which side? 
Me : SECRET

Real Me : In sha Allah PAS now and forever until death parts us. 


BIGGEST MOTIVATION

Friday, March 30, 2018

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i want someone look at me and say, because of you i dont give up. 


At schools, if you are in the examination  year (UPSR, PMR SPM) you will have to attend loads of seminars and motivational talks hahahha; which i enjoyed.

I consider myself a motivated person (hihi), whenever i attend such talks; it will boost me even more. But, there's a thing i noticed. That feeling or booster just dont follow you back home. It stayed in you only until the talk last -_-.

Hence, at 17 years old, i drew a conclusion that the best motivator in the wide world is none other than OURSELVES. We cant actually depend on others to make something really work. It may help along the way, of course but in the end, IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU. And, i hold to this until today, which is true :)

With that, i turned to reading, helped me a huge lot in moulding who i was, am and who i would be. Reading feeds the mind and helped you stay on track and do not lose along the way. A reader isnt the same who doesnt read, a point i always stressed on the students. 

HOW I MOTIVATE MYSELF? 

1. Inner speech
- i talk with myself a lot about everything. i believe in subconscious mind and trained myself to be positive and coax myself (what a pity girl :p) if unwanted things happen, which is normal in everyday life.

2. Read books
- i just realised that the books i read in my campus days affected how i conduct myself in life. Reading does bring you a long way, so go read something guys. Feed your mind. Reading also makes me think and understand things faster. The more you read, the faster is the pace in reading. 

3. Write my goals
- i always look forward to write my goals, especially when new year comes. This year, i went somewhere comfy, ordered hot coffee, brought a book and a planner - and i wrote my goals of the year. This, i do every year consistently. 
* alhamdulillah, the first goal i wrote got realised last February :)


Okay, i think three is enough for now :D

* dont misunderstood okay, this doesnt mean you should stop going to motivational talks. i still do, but bear in mind - it is only you who can make it happen. 


See you soon assalamualaikum. 





Daddy's Girl

Wednesday, March 28, 2018



One night, ayah sent this at to our family whatsapp group. So thoughtful. My little sister. 💞

She loved to write. She has sooo many notebooks 😑

She used to do this many times, but this is the first for ayah. Ayah said, he's so touched 😇

I asked her, how much the wallet? Rm27. She asked one brother to go and buy one and gave him Rm20. And Nyoh had to top up another rm7 hahah.

She said the money was from her savings after school. Such a sweetie pie 😘

But, she isnt little anymore. At 10 years old, she's taller than me. #howcouldyou 


The Wait

Tuesday, March 27, 2018


Assalamualaikum. I have loads of stories to share but as for now, let's read on the most recent story - Siti Aafiyah.

I need not introduce the baby. Last night, i watched few scenes in the video of the majlis aqiqah and tahnik.

Siti Nurhaliza is quoted saying ,

"What makes her (Siti Aafiyah) special is because of the wait. I prayer for her not every day but not a single minute passed without praying to Allah for this nikmat,  having a baby'

When asked for advice, she said,

"I dont give up, never. Instead, i keep positive and tell myself, Siti, Allah will give you at the right time" 

Datuk K added, 

" I waited longer for a baby girl and after EIGHTEEN years, Allah fulfilled my prayer. When i built this house 18 years ago, i build a room for my girl but it has no occupant until today, Siti Aafiyah "

Masha Allah. Allah's blessing is indeed vast and far beyond our limited knowledge 😊😊