15 hours trip is no joke

Tuesday, September 05, 2017


I left home at 1.30 p.m in the rain, arrived about 10 minutes later and immediately prayed Jama' Takdim Zuhur and 'Asr at surau. 

It was third day of Eidul Adha.  My bus departed at 2 p.m from Kota Bharu. It was unusual for me and first time boarding a 2 p.m bus. 

The traffic was really slow and sometimes static.The driver said that we might reach destination at Fajr. I dont believe him, at first. It took us about 5 hours to reach Kuala Krai (normal is 2 hours) and another 5 crazy hours to reach Gua Musang (KB-GM normal time is 3hrs max). So, total hours from KB-GM is 10 hrs, 2pm-12a.m. 

It was a long , tiring journey. Days before, i thought to myself , look i'll be the earliest to arrive at the house, i should ask for a friend to come and stay with me at night. (Since i took 2p.m bus). Scared. I was sure that i'll arrive according to the schedule. I even told mom if i arrived early, i might just slept at TBS since got no one at home yet and she snapped me saying things like i better sleep at the house. I also planned for activities on Monday  (public holiday) + where to eat lunch 😂

At 3.40 pm, the bus stopped at Petron and i went to Treats to buy mineral water. It was a long queue and guess what.. The bus left without me! 😨
But luckily enough it stopped when maybe another passenger spotted me walking nervously towards the bus. Thank you 🤕

At 5.30 pm, we stopped for 'Asr prayer at a small surau by the roadside. Many cars also stopped for prayer and some fresh air. 

Later on, the co-driver switched on the television and i was like.. "Why i didnt see there's a tv right in front of me?" 😑 Pirates of Carribean lasted for more than 2 hours before many of us dozed off for the sixteenth time 😅 

I seated in the most front seat (behind the driver) with a cute pregnant sister beside. Relieved because most of the passengers were of opposite sex. All seats next to me (behind, to the left) were males and i was uncomfortable i couldnt sleep all evening. Its good that i brought a mini old story book, The Secrets of The Crow Mountain. Criteria for book-to-read-on-the-bus must be light and enjoyable. Thats it. 

When its getting darker and seemed like everybody else was asleep, i slowly closed my eyes and tried to have a good sleep. It was only 10 p.m but there's no chit chatting sound since we departed 8 hours before 😅

Another good reason i must close the eyes; couldnt stand watching the driver drove that fast and furious, i better sleep and do not see. 

To be continued.


Book Shops

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Assalamualaikum. Good evening. 
Im now at UIA. Got to do something here.
It's now almost 7pm. I was walking around when i realized the shops are mostly closed. Oh. Just recalled yesterday was the last day for short semester's final exam. 

Stationary shop is opened and i quickly think if i should buy something. I mean something that i need. Yesss. I need a salotape. My students' books have always been not proper for writing and it looked seriously bad. I'll tell them, "its okay, i will fix your book" 😊 Salotape has been their savior. 

But, i got another issue whenever i go to stationary shop @ bookstore. I always end up buying something that i already have because its a hobby (only at bookshops okayy, not clothing 😂). Not only that, i enjoyed so much browsing through the racks and sometimes i get annoyed if the shop is too small you've to squeeze yourself within the crowd. 

Just now, i saw a box of crayon (very cheap at only RM2.20 but looking good) and suddenly an idea popped out. A brilliant one. I should present it to my lil sister since im going home tomorrow. Wow. Im impressed. And so, i thought of buying something fancy to pair with the box of crayon.  
Then, i found a note book. Yes, the presents will made her day. 😍

My lil sis and notebooks are glued to each other (sounds like her big sister). She has so many notebooks and everytime i bought one for myself, she would want mine. Hihi. 

If it is a present, i better wrap it. I also bought a 'Happy Birthday' wish card which is totally not related because hers was in January 😅😅

Its okay. It always feel good to do something good to the ones you love. ❤

At the end of the day, both parties will be happy. 😄

I think thats it for today. Dont forget to do LOTS of istighfar because Allah loves us to always seek forgiveness. May Allah help us always. Ameen. 

anispauzi
Azman Hashim Complex,
IIUM 


Why I cant Upload Photos?

Tuesday, August 22, 2017


The strongest ones bleed in silence. 
Have no one applauding their growth.  
Have no one watching their healing process. 
They bloom in silence.  



*anybody knows why I can't upload photo using phone? i love to put photos here, it just becomes more lively. 😍

Morning

Wednesday, August 16, 2017


Assalamualaikum. Morning ❤

I'm at work now, with endless to do list. I think thats normal. Thats why you work. Hihihi

Last two nights, i aimed that okay, lets made myself write something here. Reaching home after class at about 10pm, i went straight for washing clothes manually. I repeat manually. Hahah. Its been like four months since the housemate with washing machine left our house.

Okay, washing done. Now, ironing jubah and tudung for tomorrow for 15 minutes or so.

Then, I switched on the laptop , start doing my work. Edit paperwork, replying emails and edit paperwork again. And, the clock already ticking at 1 a.m, i cannot hold the sleepy mind any further and off i went to bed. Forgetting the promise that i'll write here. 💤💤

Last night, when i was about to sleep, i accidentally read one message which i didnt notice earlier. Next time, i shouldnt scroll whatsapp when i was about to sleep. Regrets. I should send some letters to my head for approval. I could barely open my eyes and told my inner soul, lets do it tomorrow. Im sorry madam 😂😂😂

We're in the midst of August. Huu. Time passed insanely fast leaving us with no pity at all.

May our time is blessed by Allah SWT.

Oh wait, lets recite one dzikr before ending.

Subhanallah wabihamdihi.
Subhanallahal 'azhim.

Very light on tongue but very heavy on the mizan.

With that, ma'as salamah wa ilal liqo' 😊

Thanks for reading.

Oh My English

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Bismillah.

Whenever i read biography books, i'm amazed at how people recall meticulous or tiny bits of memoirs in their life. I mean when they were small and little kids. And wondering why i dont have much to recall? Haha

Okay, so tonight i'll write something about my teacher. When i was in Form 1, i went into a secondary school just like my older sister, which i disliked. Of course, i aimed to study at a boarding school, but since i didnt get through, i just have to accept it.

First day was troublesome. I kept complaining how much i disliked the school and repeating i'll change to another school very soon (which didnt happen)

Sir Chew Seng Hin was my English teacher. He introduced us to journals and he made us write our individual journals everyday. Everyday.

And i commited to it until i reached Form 3, Sir Chew taught my class again. Scoring pretty good marks in both essays and comprehension was my expertise then. I aced them all. There was one time when he kissed my essay paper in front of me and my friends which made me a little embarrassed. He was also the one who came to us and secretly announcing our PMR result (top scorers) when we're waiting nervously for official announcement.

I will always remember him as my notable English teacher + Teacher Toh Cheng Lian who taught me in Year 6.

Both of them are important people who have some shares in shaping my English today.

Unfortunately, i never saw them again after leaving school for some years now. I wish to meet them again in my adult life.

Now, everytime i teach English, i stress on one major thing. There's no short cut to success. You must go through the very basic things (grammar and all) before you go to the next levels.

I assure you, if you take shortcuts, you would never master the language. (Okayy, after some stories, there ought to be moral value right? 😂)

Thanks for reading.