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1st Ramadhan 1441H

anispauzi Friday, April 24, 2020

Assalamualaikum.

Today is the 1st of Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah, Allah has given us the opportunity to meet this holy month again.

Only that this time, everything is different. No solat tarawih at masjid, no bazar Ramadhan, no majlis iftar. Yup, but those are the best for us in this time of uncertainty, the time of a virus attack which inflicted each of us in various ways.

Yesterday, the PM announced this MCO will be continued until May 12th, which is not a surprise seeing that the new cases reported each day still do not reach a single digit. Today, there are 88 new cases.

All of us have stayed at home for more than a month already and if you have a house for the shelter, a family and you have meals everyday, what else to complain for. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. It is disconsolate to read the news of the increase in the household violence during MCO. Huhu. May Allah protect us all.

Now, let's move to Ramadhan stories.

First, i managed to finish one book already on Keajaiban Firasat by Ust Muhadir Hj Joll (my ustaz at PJ campus :D)

Second, Ramadhan Kareem always reminded me to Dr Mustafa Omar, my humble lecturer who taught us the reply to whomever said that to you. It is Allahu Akram.

Ramadhan Kareem = Ramadhan yang mulia

Allahu akram = Allah lebih mulia

Third, as usual i am targetting to complete 30 juzuk of Quran recitation during Ramadhan. On top of that, im trying to memorise a hadith per day @ tadabbur on the hadith i have memorised. Kalau tak boleh buat semua, jangan tinggal semua.

And one last thing is about sadaqah or charity. Let's try to give more sadaqah during this Ramadhan. InshaAllah.

Above all, it is vital to stay positive during this time of difficulties and connect to positive people :)

Love,

anispauzi

kg morak

Selawat Tafrijiyyah & Khasiatnya

anispauzi Saturday, April 18, 2020

Assalamualaikum. Hai everyone. Im sharing this with you today.

Selawat tafrijiyyah @ selawat kamilah @ selawat nariyah

Selawat kejayaan @ selawat kesempurnaan @ selawat api (selawat yang boleh menyejukkan benda yang panas-panas)

jom hafal:)

Kata Tn Hj Salleh Musa :

- paling-paling malas, amalkan selawat ini 11 kali sehari, baca waktu pagi

- rasa rajin sikit, baca 11 kali pagi 11 kali malam

- cuba istiqamah dengan 11 kali pagi dan malam

- kalau rajin lagi, boleh baca setiap waktu hehe

Khasiatnya sangat sangat besar:

- memudahkan segala urusan

- melepaskan dari segala musibah

- mendatangkan segala rezeki yang sukar

- menyembuhkan penyakit

Ada satu riwayat mengatakan:

Sesiapa yang membaca selawat tafrijiyyah sebanyak 4,444 kali kepada orang yang sakit sangat sangat kronik, disembuhkan Allah SWT.

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Actually, i just came to know deeper and memorise this selawat during RMO. Alhamdulillah. I feel so grateful thank you Allah. I joined a whatsapp group for reciting this selawat everyday for 4,444 times a day. There are 100 participants, so everyone needs to recite 44 times a day, starting from Maghrib everyday. Then, we have to update if we are done every single day.

To be honest, on my first day it took me almost 15-20 minutes of finishing 50 times (before the participants increased) while looking at the phone - because at that time i still dont memorise this selawat & whilst looking at the meaning.

My first impression was - susah jugak selawat ni and i told myself if i am reciting this continuously everyday, in no time it will automatically register in mind. Yup alhamdulillah few days later, i could recite it without looking at the phone. Since this selawat is lengthy and i dont understand the whole meaning, to make it easier, what i did was:

- search You Tube and find a video on selawat tafrijiyyah in nasyid version

- memorise the meaning

Whenever i memorised Arabic or Quranic verses, i always find understanding the meaning give a huge help.

That's all for today.

Love,

anispauzi :)

Update : fast forward three years, cant believe we are still in this, daily updating - in a way maybe we can recite on our own and this is not necessary any more but with everyone doing it together and always reminding whenever we have not finished our part for that day; it's good - may Allah bless us all

Nasi Separuh-Separuh

anispauzi Thursday, April 09, 2020

Assalamualaikum.

I saw a post on facebook from a university student lamenting on his free lunch box which was actually complete with lauk and sayur.

This reminded me of a personal experience during uni days.

It was during Semester 3 (short sem) at matriculation centre PJ campus.

Obviously, not many students took short semester and no allowance were given. At that time, all matric students will get some allowance per semester.

Since i got exempted from the English Placement Test (EPT) hence, qualified me to undertake a 1 year course.

No allowance means lesser pocket money.

So, what happened was..

Every day, after class my friend (Syifa') and I 'tapau' our lunch and ate in the room. Since being thrifty was the only choice, so we divided our lunch half and half. The first half for lunch and the balance for dinner.

If I felt hungrier during lunch, then the balance food will be little which in the evening, i told myself 'alamak, kenapa tak simpan banyak sikit tadi :p'

We would also bought air manis - usually teh ais at RM1.50 i think which we shared and alternately paying for the drink. Let say today i bought teh ais, tomorrow it's her turn. Then, we'd share the drink together.

Buying drinks will last until late evening - sipped it slowly and it will make us fuller when we're lack of food. Yeah.

Yes, that's how it goes mostly everyday, during the short semester.

Fuh, what an experience!

I never forgot this humble experience.

Actually, at main campus - especially during my masters study, i was fully on myself for everyday's expenses. MyBrain only sponsored the tuition fees.

So, i was always being careful on my expenses like if i eat heavy food during breakfast, then have to abstain myself from buying more food for lunch+dinner.

And the savior for that was - teh ais. Most of the time, i will buy teh ais and food during lunch. Only drank teh ais to make me feel full, then bring the lunch food for dinner. Always. Reason, not enough money to buy food twice.

Many times, after class ended at 9pm, it was kinda hungry especially after 3 hours streak of class. I tend to be considering whether or not to buy some light food - usually waffles or burger.

Sometimes, i wanted to eat ayam Uncle Bob, so i reasoned with myself, buying this means no heavy food (lunch/dinner) for that day. Yup. haha sape suruh mengade nak makan ayam mahal

Now, as a working lady and with some money; and going to uia cafes everytime the old memories flooded in. Especially when i no longer have to 'catu makanan'. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. I am able to buy both lunch food + ayam Uncle Bob + shawarma + teh ais at the same time on the same day unlike before this when i must choose wisely only one option.

It was all good and bitter memories and reflecting those moments always bring back similar feelings - G R A T E F U L

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal :)

Love,

anispauzi

only four sisters qualified for one year course, so we always stick together haha. other 4 were brothers (Taaruf Week IIUM 2011)

trip to Les Copaque

classmates for the whole year of matric study

when i took ict course

Resipi Brownies Chewy

anispauzi Wednesday, April 08, 2020

Assalamualaikum. Hai everyone! #RMO

Yesterday, i baked a simple brownie and alhamdulillah it baked well.
*at least for me :p
The recipe used was from Khairul Hakimin's book.

Here’s the recipe.

250 g Beryls dark choc
250 g brown sugar
250 g butter
180 g flour
80 g cocoa powder
1 tsp esen vanilla
1 tsp baking powder
4 eggs

1. Double boil choc + brown sugar - let it melt naturally

2. Mix eggs with brown sugar

3. Then, put the mixture of choc and butter into no 2

4. Put all dry ingredients

5. Bake for 25+15 minutes at 180 degree

* double boil - boil water & when it’s done boiling, turn off the gas and put the bowl with butter & choc on top of it

* pre heat the oven for 20 minutes

* actually, can put nuts but i dont have it at home

* use brown sugar to make it less sweet

* i use 9*9 inch loyang

Yup alhamdulillah that’s all 🥳

about 60 pieces

love the crust

before

yum!

#Day9

anispauzi Thursday, March 26, 2020

Assalamualaikum

#Day9 – 26/3/2020

For your info, this RMO is prolonged for another fortnight and will end by 14th April 2020. The Prime Minister made this announcement yesterday. This means a month of holidays or better put as a month of staying at home. Yup, it does not sound good but this is the best way to put off this pandemic entirely.

Few things i could say on this:

1. Yes, this prolonged period has been expected since the cases did not show a decrement and the death cases keep increasing day by day and for sure, it is really worrying us all.

2. This period is really a test for all of us. A month without anything to do or going to work and the obligation to stay at home and not wondering around even at the park is not something usual. It is really unusual. With all the restaurants, shops, coffee shops have to cease operation until this RMO is over, the road is silent especially at night there’s no cars or motorbikes roaming around. It has never occurred in the life of 32 million Malaysian citizen except for the babyboomers. It keeps me thinking about those who work and get paid on daily basis like penjaja, penjual goreng pisang and all small business owners. So, if you still get your salary in full, then the least we could do is syukur.

3. The PM has also announced all loans or financing payments are suspended for six months – need to pay after September and this works automatically. No one need to apply. You only need to fill in the form if you want to pay. So that everyone has extra money and it is so touching listening to his speech, saying – asalkan ada makanan atas meja untuk dimakan. Allah has chosen TS Muhyiddin to lead the country during this tough time and His planning is the best. He also said that he will announce a budget (pakej rangsangan ekonomi) for all groups of citizen on March 30th.

4. Since the soldiers (ATM –Angkatan Tentera Malaysia) is assisting the policeforce and they are around everywhere ; the movement is extra restricted.

It is crucial to stay sane during this period because all of us are affected. Only to Allah we seek help and pray. This is also the time for us to ponder and gets closer to Allah.

One little thing that i learned is i just memorised this du’a. Yup, it is just a little thing but it matters :D

1st Ramadhan 1441H

Selawat Tafrijiyyah & Khasiatnya

Nasi Separuh-Separuh

Resipi Brownies Chewy

#Day9

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