Last day of 2018

Monday, December 31, 2018

Bismillah. It is almost the end of 2018, now the clock shows 9.50pm. I just arrived home minutes ago, drenched in the rain.

Let me narrate  how’s my day on the 31st December 2018.

My day started at 9 am, went to the school for class teachers’ meeting and ended about an hour later. Then, up to the office for copying documents and i was thinking what should i do next when actually i readily know and realise there are a bunch of workload i should be doing. I have to ensure my class is all prepared for PdP on Wednesday, first day of school. I was moving so slowly because i was still dreading over becoming class teacher for year 5 hahaha. Okay, not funny. I should be grateful actually, my bad.

I went to m3 mall with a list to buy i wrote days before, and it was practically deserted. Not many people roaming around. I saw a takoyaki stall bear the entrance and if before this, I’ve never looked twice, this time being so lonely I thought alright, i’ll try and chose octopus filling. Rm4.90 for 3 which is just nice. This is only my second time eating that thing though and yeah, i think i’ll buy again.

Then, i looked for Old Town White Coffee because when i google there’s one here but none actually. Maybe, it has closed business. Okay, i went straight to The DIY shop and bought all the things on the list. It’s getting quite tiring and feeling drowsy after riding in the rain twice today.

That done, i went to school again and to my class to sort out few things and by 2pm, I went for Zuhr prayer and my stomach was hurting and decided to go for lunch at uia. I went downstairs and realised my class hasnt enough desks yet. Huwaaa. and i must go and search for them, another nine desks. I went few classes up and down lifting the desks to second floor where the class is. Exhausted i was and still i have to clean each desks to ensure they are not too dirty for school. Huh, and i finished about 3.30 pm and aint waste no time, went straight to Tastebud and had nasi goreng pattaya :D
Alhamdulillah.

Then, i went to surau for magrib prayer and was nervous 2019 is coming very soon hehe. i decided to recite the whole of surah al baqarah before magrib. unfortunately, tak sempat and i continue the next day.

that's all on the last day of 2018. Will write again on the year summary later. Thank you and assalamualaikum :D



How i save money

Thursday, December 27, 2018


Bismillah, assalamualaikum. Its almost the end of year 2018. I feel like listing the few  goals fulfilled during the year but let’s save that for another post. This one gonna be on savings 🤑





I bought this on pre order basis and since it was posted during the holidays, i just collected the parcel yesterday. In no time i finished this light reading book and looking forward to reread for a better understanding #prayforme 😂
Okeh, lets skip the intro and allow me to only focus on the three savings tip the author suggested. 

1. Tabung Ekstrim 
- i am too lazy to elaborate on this, please find a copy for yourself hehe

2. Tabung RM780; which i am planning to do this coming year and the photo above clearly showed my enthusiasm 💸😆

3. Tabung 52 minggu = rm1378/year ; which i did this year. Unfortunately for me, only survived until the eleventh week. Reason being, im always short on cash and rarely have a bundle of cash in hand #nakcakaptakdeduitsebenarnya 😂 thus its kinda hard for me to be consistent 😌 i should try harder

And last one which i did in 2017 and managed to collect about rm500 ; saving the green notes. Yup, the rm5 notes i made it a habit to keep it aside. And guess what, when i was still studying, i aimed to save green notes to buy an oven for baking and i succeed 🥰 alhamdulillah. The power of planning and having a clear vision. My big why at that time was to buy an oven to bake cakes. And, when i went to the cashier to pay, ayah was surprised to see all the green notes hahaha

To end, i chose this saving plan as it is affordable to me and i hope to make it by the end of the year InshaAllah. I am yet to think the collected money will be used for what reason, soon to come. 

I believe we all have our own saving style, and nothing is wrong as long as we’re comfortable with that. There’s no right or wrong here. 

For your info, i only used worn Tupperware box and wrap with the gift wrapper and tadaa, ready to be used! DIY at home at no cost. 

Till then, wassalam. 




Melaka Two Days Seminar

Monday, December 17, 2018

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum. Hai guys. I'll share about my two days seminar on LGBT awareness at D' Village Resort, Ayer Keroh, Melaka from 13 to 15th of December. 

I went there with K Yana and her family on the evening of the 13th. We have to get there by night for the final meeting and to check on everything, we arrived around 10pm. I actually know no one there, because it is a national event so many of us came from different states and okay, i'll make new friends there :)

The first day was packed until night and few breaks. Since i performed solat jamak dan qasar, so not rushing too much. The second day lasted until 5 p.m so i got ample time to book for Grab heading to Melaka Sentral. 

Alright, back to the seminar content, there were seven slots altogether. Among the speakers are Dr Ahmad Solehin from Jabatan Agama Islam, Dr Siti Aishah Hassan, Dr Ahmad Rostam, psychiatrist from Hospital Putrajaya, Cikgu Mohd Esa, 2 decades experience as school counsellor and the most awaited slot from the ex Lesbian & ex Gay. 

Honestly, the slot i cant stand or i feel like refusing to listen was from the ex and the psychiatrist -__-. Terrible, me grieving over what is happening to our society and the thought of my family and future kids. With abundant of true cases laid out by them just made me feel sick instantly. Ya Allah, help us ;(

This was my second time attending such seminar, the first was last year in September 2017. I recalled coming back from the program with the same feeling this time, only that the worries have tremendously increased. This made me look at people differently and there's so much more to do and for the asatizah to deliver. huhu

Oh, gladly i wanted to share the activities we did during the slot. 


but first, the manpowers :D

us with the awesome participants 

four activities

 now no more secrets to you hihi

yup, three pictures i fell in love at first sight, books, freshly baked breads and some kind of western food :D


Four activities we did it individually;
1) write our names big enough on the paper, strictly names without borderline. Reason, border is an obstruction for us to express our feelings - Dr Aishah said, not me.

2) choose three pictures from the given magazine. Must choose anything that you liked at first sight, no thinking twice. Reason, because the pictures described yourself. Must fold the paper and write My Secret Garden.

3) Khauf & Raja' concept. Draw the outline of our hands, left and right. On the right hand, write five things that you hoped for (Raja') and on the left hand drawings, write five things that you are afraid @ worried of (khauf). Then, find a friend which you'll read all the ten things you prayed for and she has to listen and aminkan your prayer :) 

4) take a piece of A4 paper, cut into four and colour the best colour you thought suitable for four emotions - sad(black), happy(blue), fear(grey) and angry(red). Mine was in the brackets (not in the picture coz we've to put all the papers in the boxes)

Before I end, i boarded a bus from Melaka Sentral to TBS, immediately after the program i booked for Grab, unfortunately Grab service is so poor there :( 
I waited for more than 30 minutes but none. So i asked for a friend i newly engaged (hehe) to send me there alhamdulillah. I boarded the bus at 630 pm, 30 minutes later than planned and arrived at TBS at 845pm. Prayed Jamak Ta'khir at the surau and took LRT and Grab home. Arrived home safely at 1045pm. 

Alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal. 

Ya Allah, peliharalah diriku, adik beradikku, ahli keluargaku, sanak saudaraku daripada perkara yang haram dan mungkar. Peliharalah kami daripada azab kubur dan panasnya api neraka. Amiin ya rabbal 'alamin. 

Cuti Panjang di KL

Monday, December 10, 2018


Alhamdulillah. Setelah dua minggu mom di KL jaga pulong pantanghari ni bertolak balik kampung 🥰

Semoga semuanya selamat sampai. Walaupun sedih jugak tak dapat balik kampung cuti sekolah yang panjang ni, takpe la nak buat macam mana. Lagipun, kat sini pun mom ada selama dua minggu ni. 

Masa mula mak sampai, bawak mok pergi Giant Kota Damansara beli barang sikit dan nak makan. Tapi, sebab situ takde food court dan nak kejar waktu melawat 12.30-2 petang, tak dan nak makan. Dah siap beli barang, naik Grab ke Hospital Sungai Buloh. Alhamdulillah pulong discharged hari tu. Syukur sangat sebab pulong tak berhenti mesej dan call bagitau baby menangis. Wad pulak tak boleh ada peneman. Alhamdulillah. Jadi, sementara urusan keluar selesai, bawak mok pergi makan di Enzo Cafe. Sedap dan selesa situ sampai teringat-ingat kiki 😋

Lepas balik ke apartment pulong, maka bertapalah kami di situ selama dua minggu hahaha. Alhamdulillah teknologi dah maju, boleh keluar naik Grab @ order food delivery. Ada sehari tu bawak Chik dan adik makan KFC di Giant KD sambil beli barang ☺️ 

Lepas tu, order makanan-makanan yang sedap nak makan sekali dengan mok dan adik-adik kiki. Order Nutella Cheese Tart, Brownies Salted Caramel dan Pizza Hut. Tu semua hari lain-lain. Lepas tu, request mak buat pengat pisang. ‘Maka nikmat manakah lagi yang kamu dustakan?’ (Surah ar Rahman) 

Mok pulak bila tanya nak makan tu ke dop, jawapan mok tokse jah sokmo 😴 Takpe, kita beli je. Mok biasanya kata gitu sebab tak nak susahkan anak-anak. 

Masa hujung minggu nak bawak mok jenjalan di The Curve, tapi risau nak bawak takut mok tak larat sakit kaki. Jadi, ganti dengan food delivery je la. 

On the way balik kampung, mok mari singgah rumah sewa kat Gombak ni kejap. Pertama kali mok mari alhamdulillah boleh jugak mok tengok tempat anaknya tinggal nak masuk tahun ketiga dah ni. 

Perancangan awal memang nak balik sekali, tapi disebabkan pulong ada appointment dengan doktor, jadi berpantang dulu sini kejap dan kakdik pun tak dan nak balik. Lusa ada seminar di Melaka tiga hari, lepas tu kursus cikgu English dua hari di sekolah dan terus sambung dengan Retreat Guru di Subang Bestari tiga hari. Minggu seterusnya pun mula la cikgu masuk sekolah. Hehe

In whatever you do, give your best 😘

‘Ala kulli hal, syukur kepada Allah. 


yummy, this time finally i chose the scrumptious one 


this is all i need

pengat pisang, kuah tak pekat sebab gula melaka takde 


nutella cheese tart. Sedap sangat sampai teringat2 

this one fail. order lain bagi lain. please bakers, dont necessarily add something customers dont request. huh
last, with the special one :D





First time aunt

Saturday, December 01, 2018

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah after nerve wracking moment she made me an aunt. Thank  you dear niece 😘

She is so tiny, 2.06 kg 😱 

Alhamdulillah she’s doing fine and in the pink of health. 

And... mokdik gave her the very first present   🎁 

Cant wait to see her in this. Met her first time on her third day on the earth alhamdulillah. By the way, she was born on November 27th. 

Right now mokdik is busy babysitting her hahha




بَارَكَ الله لَكَ فِي المَوهُوبة لك , وَشَكَرْتَ الوَاهِبَ , وَبَلَغَ أَشُدَّها , وَرُزِقْتَ بِرَّها

Semoga Allah memberkati anak yang dianugerahkan kepadamu, semoga kamu bisa mensyukuri Sang Pemberi (Allah), semoga cepat besar dan dewasa, dan engkau mendapatkan baktinya si anak.

اللهم فقهها في الدين وعلمها التأويل واهدها إلى صراط المستقيم

Ya ALLAH, Faqihkan lah dia di dalam urusan agama, ajarkanlah dia takwilan2, dan berilah hidayah kepadanya ke Jalan yang Lurus.
Amiin.